Can't say it's great...but it just happens.
January 05, 2006 | 2:12 P.M.

So I've been asked by atleast one person about what I'd posted last night. Yes, as far as I know I am currently single. Although we're still in the same bed and yesterday we seemed to be exactly the same as we had been except that we're discussing helping me find another place to live.

I am welcome to stay here for as long as she's here. Her grandparents will pay rent for three months to allow us to clean up after her roommate and repair any damaged caused by the puppy. And also allow the 60 day (2 month) notice that the lease requires to give before moving out. Then Jenn will probably look for a smaller apartment that she can better afford.

Chad will be moving in here to help out for these few months and he and I will spend the time looking for an apartment that we can afford together. We will look back in the area of our hometown and here in Philly as well. We will have to move a few blocks atleast out of Center City where I am now, but we're both definitely interested in trying to stay in the city itself.

I find out what kind of a raise that I've received very shortly after I get to work. Although two of my managers (including the one that had to recommend our raises to corporate) said that I should be getting a NICE raise, it's hard to say what it will be and what it will help me afford.

Now...I am still technically employed by the Hess station where Chad works. They will be demolishing the little cube of a building that stands there now and they'll put up a full-size store complete with made-to-order sandwich station and all of that...just like I had at Sheetz in Indiana, PA. Chad said that they will most likely be looking for more people anyway. We'll see if he and I can work third shifts together which would be awesome! We can listen to the most awesome music, work on music while we're at work...and we'll have plenty of time to do everything else we normally do (ie. watch movies, play PS2, go out drinking and help him get some action with the ladies hahahaha) and I'll make more than what I'll be making even after this raise because there's no way I'll get the raise needed to make what I'd make at Hess.

I just want it to go on the record that I am not HAPPY that this has happened. I really do not want to be single again. Anyone that has read my diary here for any length of time will know just how true this is. We will still be best of friends and who knows, we may end up back together again. It's just that one thing she needs that I am too uncomfortable with to allow her to do and I feel that I am no allowing her to be herself. So this should be best for her.

I'd say more but I must shower and leave for work. Be good to one another.